12/18/13
I am sitting in my dorm room at
Albion Correctional Facility which consists of 12 beds. Each with one large
locker and one small locker. The dorm has a small bathroom and it reminds me of
the play ‘Annie.’ In addition to dorm area, there are seven single rooms, a
recreation area with a television, a small kitchen with pots and a hot plate,
and shower room with four stalls, a bathroom, and a laundry room.
Most of the time that I am in my
housing unit; I spent the time in my bed reading writing and praying. During
the weekdays, I have class in the mornings called “Moving On.” And in the
afternoons I am in a women’s trauma program.
I also get to go to classes at
night to become a facilitator and I go to a program called Sisters Healing Old
Wounds. On Tuesday evenings. I should also be stored in college at night soon
in January.
So as you can see, I am remaining
busy with this is the hard part. Tomorrow is my sons 24th birthday
and I have never missed one of his birth is not texting him calling him or
release making him dinner. I will never be able to get back his 25th
birthday. These things were taken from me.
I also lost Thanksgiving this
year and Christmas next week. I will not be with my children, children’s
in-laws, parents, siblings family, or friends. And my first grandchild is due
in February. I want to be there with my daughter to be there for her so much
and I just cannot. I am missing a lot and I cry very often but I pray even more
and asked God for the courage and strength to continue on this journey.
I would of course like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a happy new year. I also especially want to thank everyone that is helping and supporting me by bringing as much attention as possible to my case so that I may obtain some relief from the Governor so that I don't have to sit here for another miserable holiday.
Your friend,
Barbara