12/30/13
I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas and a happy new
year. Mine was blessed but also very sad. My daughter and son-in-law came to
visit from California, which made it a very special. My son and daughter-in-law
came a few days after which was also very special and it made me very happy to
have two visits in one week. I have been very lucky to have regular visitors.
My children, my parents, my sister, brother-in-law, and many other family
members and friends have done their best.
Nevertheless, being so far away from home it is very
expensive and time-consuming for visits for everyone. I know that everyone
wishes that they could come more often and so do I. It is always so sad when
visitors leave. It is hard to be up here so far away from everyone all alone.
I have spoken to many women incarcerated with me since I
have been here at Albion on who have been charged with similar offenses or even
far worse offenses and they are routinely released far quicker than I will be.
Many women who are repeat felons who committed crimes worse than mine, have
received lesser sentences. This simply does not make any sense to me.
It is disheartening to think that my judge imposed a five-year
sentence with 2 ½ years of post-release supervision upon me, a first-time
offender, who was found to be justified a jury trial for her actions, simply so
the judge could make a point to the public. The public is not serving my
sentence.
I am fully aware though that things could be far worse and I
continue to pray for the countless others who are in abusive domestic violence
relationships. I pray that they have the courage and strength to know that they
deserve better and to seek help before it is too late.
I hope that all your dreams come true in 2014 and I would
like to wish a happy new year to everyone who has supported me for all of these
years.
Barbara